I like december ..as this month is the last part of the year...after this month..we have to go to another brand new year...
this year have a bit different..december become a pay debt month ...not only to settle all those fixed debt..have to pay for my car insurance too..haih...is a pure pay debt month...not only this..this can be a first year without xmas present..u are no more giving me suprise or a special gift..for me surprise and gift is just a small matter..what i really want and need is a secure feeling that you used to give me ..but i really cant to get back the feel since last time we break off...i cant really to get back...
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