Friday, March 6, 2009

I also do not know

Friends around me starting to ask me, how is my new job? Still affordable?? Seems like im very busy during weekend and weekdays. No more seeing me online on those weekends.

That why today im here to should it loudly " I'm busy without contented!!" Did it mean that im unhappy with my new work. NO is actually.. i also do not know how to put it.. it just feel that im no more younger and i do not wish to adapt new environment, people and others. So i was thinking that if one day im old enough and am i going to switch to the potential job if possible. The answer is it might not lor.. maybe is my character problem...

Just feel that im a bit tired and do not know what am i looking for... as alot of thing is really beyond my control and maybe my contingency plan was not good enough...

What should i looking for??